Through Suicide He'll Fade Away Tonight

Silenced by midnight his screams are unknown,
Scarred by cruelty that wont leave him alone,
Reaching for something that's long out of sight,
Through suicide he'll fade away tonight.

Staring into eternity through a glinting steel,
He will end his life with a bloody seal,
With blinded eyes and a shattered heart,
From his hell he'll soon depart.

He's drunk on despair and suffocated by life,
With a sorrowful end to his torturous strife,
Crushed by his miseries painful construction,
Tonight he'll choke on complete destruction.

The remedy he holds is empty and cold,
And his gestures of violence can not be controlled,
With burning hate he cuts up the fear,
Tonight he'll embrace hope for a cure.

In the darkness of his eyes he sees a reflection,
Only to be spit on by imperfection,
With a knife and a dream he can make it alright,
Through suicide he'll fade away tonight.

Sinners Requiem

Drenched by rain hes dying alone,
Walking through sorrow hes all on his own,
His heart lies stained with blackened blood,
Withered and rotting its dragged through the mud,
Hate and cruelty cut him like knives,
And destroying the outside is how he survives,
...Hes pathetic...

Broken down there's no hope for his life,
But he brushes it off with the help of a knife,
He puts on a smile and walks outside,
Trying to be happy as they destroy him inside,
He knows there is no escape from their voices,
And is trapped by the regret of his past choices,
...Hes a disgrace...

He no longer sees where he belongs,
He was misplaced with all the wrongs,
All he can do is dwell in his hell,
And watch sedated as his veins swell,
He has nothing left in his life,
And no way to end his strife,
...Hes nothing...

He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes,
He sees no point in any goodbyes,
A cold steel meets sharply with his tender throat,
And all that he leaves behind is a note,
He falls back and gasps for air,
Clawing, suffocating, drowning in despair,
...He Decays...

Where it went wrong

Destroyed by madness he dwells in the dark alone,
Engulfed by sorrow thinking about the unknown,
He wonders why he can never belong,
And where his life all went wrong.

He wonders why it changed from the way it was,
Why he feels the way he does,
He wonders why his emotions are grim,
And why they always hurt him.

He sees his life as a painful fallout,
like a disease in his mind that fills him with doubt,
He hates himself when he sees his reflection,
Because all he sees is a sickening infection.

He sheds a tear as he thinks of his past,
And he realizes his memories weren't made to last,
But in his depressive trance,
He loses all hope for another chance.

He feels like he is surrounded by ice,
But also he feels free of his vice,
And as he feels a forceful breeze,
He starts to feel his body losing its disease.

He opens his eyes one last time,
To gaze into the black sky so sublime,
Because in its shadow he feels okay,
as he watches it rapidly move further away,

He feels a sharp pain and is engulfed by the river,
He drifts off unable to even shiver,
But now he lays cold as he sinks deeper down,
With nothing to show but his frown.

No more can he be hurt by himself,
His picture now pushed to the back of the shelf,
He has passed through his dreadful endeavor,
As he leaves them all forever.

Memories of the Future

Inside of him lies a bloodied heart,
Two sides slowly drifting apart,
One with visions of the past,
And one with memories of the future to last.

He dreams of freedom granted by a metallic remedy,
Drowned by the pain of future misery,
Dreams left dusty in the shadows of nothing,
With his hopes of ever escaping the horror.

His life is slowly corroded by his pain,
His heart covered in bloody scars,
Decayed and bleeding hopelessly,
It gives up in trying to live.

He sees in his future his escape from the torture,
A cage that lies shattered and empty,
As he soars to freedom on blackened wings,
And into the cold darkness that surrounds his body.

He struggles alone with a gasp for air,
But then relaxes to accept the redemption,
Free from the fate that stole his life,
And away from the life that stole his fate.