I wont be fine

Do you think that im drowning,
Lonely, cold, asphyxiated,

Do you think that I am blind,
That I live life with my eyes shut,

Do you think that I cant hear,
That I can't hear their cruel harsh words,

Do you think that I don't mind,
That nothing ever bothers me,

Do you think that i'll be fine,
That I live on and feel no pain,

Do you think I don't regret,
All of the things that I have done,

Do you think I will let go,
Of all these things that torture me,

Do you think that I will live,
As I prepare to take my life,

Do you think that I wont die,
As a blade erases my life,

I wont be fine,
I wont regret,
I wont be theirs,
I wont forget,

The world is not mine,
Sweet freedom divine,

I wont be fine.